Complete

It's been a month. I did it. It's about 10 minutes in, and I gotta say, it's good to be back. Lots of plans and promises to followthrough on. Woo!

Day 28

In 4 days I'll be able to again. Gonna try not to go crazy with it though like I did before. Thursday is gonna be a good day.

Day 24

I have one week left. I'm not going to say it was impossible, but there's been so many times that I've been tempted to break it, but I pulled through. Whatever though, I'm in the home stretch, nothing's gonna ruin this for me now.

Day 18

More than half way through, just 2 weeks more to go. It hasn't been too bad, but i'm glad it's coming to an end. My mind has been a lot less cluttered lately and I've been able to think a lot more straight, and we all know why, but I don't exactly like that. I tend to overthink everything now, even more than I used to. I'm more paranoid now than ever. I guess not having it in my system whatsoever was too drastic of a change to start with, maybe I should've eased into it. Too late for regrets now though, just 2 weeks to go!

Day 10

The first week wasn't that bad. Just like everyone says, the hardest part is the first few days. Now I'm just cruising, you know what I mean? But damn, when that first time after a whole month of not doing so comes, I'm gonna go all out.

Day 4

Every day seems to be going by slower and slower. I'm not depressed, but I'm not particularly happy either. I'm just really bored. School sucks, I hate all of my academic classes. If it weren't for the friends that I get to see there everyday, I'd just drop out right now, cause nowadays it really doesn't seem like it's worth it for me to continue. I know that everyone else would disagree with that, and they're probably right, it probably is worth it for me to stay in school, but I'm just saying what's on my mind right now. Math sucks. Biology sucks. History sucks. And most of all, English sucks. Out of the teachers I have for my academic classes, most of them are completely fine, but the subjects that they're teaching me are just so god damn boring, especially English. Every year I do horribly in English, and it's cause it's boring and useless and I suck at it. I'm never going to need to know how to analyze the theme of some book that I didn't read. Let's say someone came up to me and gave me 2 options. 1, I'd have a job analyzing the themes of books and get paid $1,000,000 per book, or 2, I'd be homeless. I'd honestly choose option 2. Ms. Castro is a nice person and I have nothing against her, she's one of the better English teachers I've had in my life, but holy fucking shit do I hate English.

Fuuuuuuuuuuck.

Today was the first day of school after winter break. It kinda sucked. It was cool to see some people I haven't seen in a few weeks and stuff, but at the same time, god damn I miss break, and I know I'm not the only one. What I would give to have just one more week . . .